Finally!!

Greetings and welcome to my blog! This is actually long overdue for me. I have developed a strange habit for keeping things in when these feelings should be let out (sometimes). I have decided to start this blog because I want to remember my precious baby boy and I also want to tell the world how important he will always be to me. Carrying a child is something that can never be forgotten, even though the first few weeks after Tre's death, I was so afraid that I would forget about him and that kept me in a place of pain too long. I have since learned that I will never forget that I carried him, I also gave birth to him, I held him, and most importantly I loved him. He will forever hold such a special place in my heart. What I wouldn't give to hold him again, I wish I would have held on to him for hours.

Well, I am happy to have this avenue to share with you my feelings, the ups and downs of life after pregnancy loss, and living life without the child you once planned to live the rest of your life with. Let's walk through this journey together. Welcome!!!